My heart aches tonight…
I know I am going to have to say goodbye, to a love that has meant so much to me.
This love was not human, but spiritual.
The coming together of women from all walks of life…
They transformed me.
They forced me to look within, and it terrified me.
I wept.
I saw my face in other women’s eyes… I saw the past, present.
I now look to the future…
I am again, frightened.
How can I go on?
I have learned so much, but is it enough to sustain me?
What is the next step? Where do I go from here?
Where does a heart go that longs for depth?
My voice fills the void air, cries of agony!
Can you hear me?
Screaming!
I am not ready to let go.
But I must.
Let go.
Just let go.
New life comes from death.
I am not sure…
Only the future knows.
Let go.
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November 7, 2008 at 3:17 am
sacredsoulreiki
I am sorry that you have to let go! It can be hadr to walk away from something that has taught us so much and where we found people and things to love. I think you are brave and I think you will find more than you have had to leave behind…..have faith!! Keep writing, you express yourself beautifully!!! GOOD LUCK TOO!!!
November 7, 2008 at 4:09 am
devoceancharters
Expressing ones self is the start to change, which is difficult but its the inner pain which needs to be released so as to proceed into a new life enabling one to prosper and gain drive not to linger on the agony of the past. Move on and don’t look back,as many do, causing hesitation and pain. Make a stand, you are beautiful in all ways, proceed into a clear, positve new life and live!!!!! you are not alone and there is a beautiful soul out there waitng !!!!